It sounds to me that you are running out of steam. I have dealt with duel personality . I am very goodat what I do.
If Itell you what is the source, it won't mean much to you. We all need to find out own sources and answers.IF I give you a source, you still mustsearch for your own answers. It means more if you find it your self.It is sort of which road should I take, the left or the right?
For now, I think our conversation has ended. We will talk next time.