Thank you Eva Booher for your kind words. Believe me I am 34 now and I have gotten over my past. The one thing that I did learn from my father IS HOW NOT TO BE. But I did wish that Romina who wrote to me before would have gotten back to me with my request of more information of her father. But its ok. Eva it took me many years and many tears to get over it but I can say that I am. I am proud of my heritage and I do not confuse it with my fathers actions.
Can I ask you a personal question or ask for your advise. I do not know anything of my father but i do know were he lives. My mother once went to see him to see how he was since he was in bad health and like clock work he rejected her. Do you think that one day I should look apon him?? My wife advises me to do so but I just dont know. Maybe it would be a good way to give it closure. I just dont want ill feelings to come back. I just dont know...What do you think??