DeAndre, My first born son. I hope you are well and happy. I wonder daily about you and where you are in life. I pray you were loved and guided towards a positive, responsible, and Christ centered life. I hope your mom and you are close. I hope you never had to worry about anything.My life was so unstable.I couldn't provide for you.Watching you go, that last time, really hurt, but I have always pictured your beautiful face in the sunshine...smiling. That is how I've remembered you...happy. I know you have questions. I know you have feelings about our situation. I want you to know that I will keep nothing from you. However difficult or uncomfortable it may be... I will not keep anything from you. I love you. I have always loved you... Can I get to know you?