what do you want to hear from me? i can only say,that you have problem with your identity! thats sure ! you will not accepting,that your name is turkisch,and its original turkish name !!!!!
THIS FORM OF WRITING IS ONLY GOVERNORS THAT WROTES YOUR FAMILYS NAME WHEN THEY HAVE IMIGRATES!
dont forget,during the ottoman empire,they used arabic alphabets,and also other turkish kingdoms or republic used arabic alphabet to translate to latin alphabet is problematic for officers of the state to write correct, so wost f the names changed their writing form because it has written how it spelled for !!!! and this is your problem to accepting it!! because your name was written in spelling for of ,how the officer can heard the name from the imigrants !!
you must accept that most of the names was written wrong,to know how it it will be written or hearing is different things!