this is so weird for me. I can't even tell you. Yes, it would be great if we could email. I'm 38 years old. What I know is that my dad (Richard) was with my mom briefly when he was around 18 or 19. They had a kid together. My mom never wanted me to know who he was. Why I don't know. I don't know anything about his side of the family, except that I look like him. Crazy huh. I have a myspace and your welcome to too add me if you like, if you have one. I have some pictures of my grand ma and great grand ma. But i don't know if that would help cuz you haven't seen them in a while. They are not on my site either. Just my family pics. Why might I ask dont you talk to Richard any more? Where does his family live? Do you know how I could get a hold of them? My email is firstname.lastname@example.org. Please email me anytime. I'm so happy to here from you. You really don't know how much this means.