How long do I have to wonder?...Only I know the answer because as it lies now, only I can find the answer.
Yet, I've grown tired, I've grown tired of asking. I've grown tired of wondering...Who is going to give me the answer?
ME? ME? ME?
I am doing the research here. My grandmother who knew EVERYTHING is gone, my grandfather who knew EVERYTHING is gone. I have speculations, I have people who have myths, thats all they are to me is myths. Who do I realy have to trust with looking into my past?