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There is so much I don't know about my fathers side. Because he was given up for adoption at birth. I do not like the void that I feel when I cannot relate within the reasoning for why my grandparents had kepted my heritage from me about my fathers true nationalites. Rightfully I should know what nationalites I am from his blood. Its hard enough when doing background information checks about my ancestors and coming up with nothing because really I am not sure if I am truly a Giguere. It has been a real hard task so far. My fathers last name is Giguere. And, I also inherited that last name which I feel doesn't fit because I am not really a Giguere. I am a Stokes. That is my mothers maiden name.
My Mother feels that my fathers father is his biological father because they look an awful lot alike and because it was said to my Mother that my grandfather and my grandmother weren't able to have children so they adopted my father. The other reason for adopting my father is because it was said that he was the love child conceived from my adopted grandfathers relations with his one night stand which was believed by my mother my grandfathers biological son. My grandfather made my grandmother go along with the adoption because if she didn't want my father, then my grandfather was going to leave her because he really wanted my father. So, as you can see this has been a very difficult search for me due to the fact my father was adopted. I feel that I am carrying an adopted last name that really has nothing to do with me. But, my Mothers side is totally full blooded. I am related to the lauriolas,stokes's,and the cicciones. In all I am truly excited to hopefully find some of my ancestors. Maybe i will find what I am looking for, some answers:)
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