Re: att: BARBARA JEAN CONLEY & relatives there of
I post this with great sadness laying heavy upon my heart :
although i was adopted by a truely loving family that i am thanking God for each day and will ever be grateful for having taken me in and raised me as their own ( thankyou ) ... naturally i always had a huge level of curiousity about my biological family... I thought it was a blessing to have found them, but it turned out instead to be a nightmare !!!!!! My only sister ( whom i missed most of all during our years apart )turned out to be nothing but " drama " whom is all wrapped up in " herself " and drinks away her regrets and daily problems totally oblivious to how her actions truely effect the rest of us, the only aunt i know of turned away my sister in her deepest time of needing family to grab her and set her on a strait path with love, ( how dare you do that after claiming to have wished your whole life to find us !!! shame on you !!!! ) and my so-called-mom " barbara " what is your problem lady ??? you claim to be a devout christian - yet you have no room in your heart or life for even a few letters or phone calls for your children whom have only the desire to know you ???? i took a bus all the way from new york to tennessee to meet you andyou cant even manage to speak on the phone ??? Barbara nobody wants anything material from you, nobody wants money, nobody expects Nor needs you to play the " mom role " - we are all grown up with family of our own - we only wished to tell you we love you, we understand the tough decision you made to give us up and forgive you and to share a little of our lives now with you - and you tunr your back - that is sooo messed up of you on soooo many levels !!! i dont care who i anger by posting this, i am entitled to my feelings. and i am choosing to share them !!! The Only person in my biological family that has thus provewd to be decent human-being to me is my brother noah. yes, he made mistakes, yes he did time in prison - but guess what ???? he turned his life around, he doesnt take drugs or drink away his sorrows anymore. he calls a couple times a month, he takes care of his wife and kids, and when i need to confide in someone, i know i can turn to my big bro and not get judged. so to the rest of you : go to hell. its your losses not mine !!your the ones missing out on me and my husband and my kids and my grandbaby.